Here I am,
Lost in the light of the moon,
That comes through my window.

Bathed in blue,
The walls of my memory divides,
The thorns from the roses.
It's you and the roses.

Touch me and I will follow,
In your afterglow.
Heal me from all this sorrow,
As I let you go.
I will find my way
When I see your eyes,
Now I'm living,
In your afterglow.

Here I am,
Lost in the ashes of time,
But who wants tomorrow,
In between,
Longing to hold you again,
I'm caught in your shadow.
I'm losing control.

My mind drifts away,
We only have today.

Touch me and I will follow,
In your afterglow.
Heal me from all this sorrow,
As I let you go.
I will find my way,
I will sacrifice,
'Til the blinding day,
When I see your eyes.

Now I'm living,
In your afterglow [in your afterglow].
When the veils are gone,
As I let you go,
As I let you go.

Touch me and I will follow,
In your afterglow.
Heal me from all this sorrow,
As I let you go.
I will find my way
I will sacrifice,
Now I'm living,
In your afterglow.

Bathed in blue,
The walls of my memory divides,
The thorns from the roses.
It's you who is closest.


All Night..

For the first time in my life,
I saw the new sun;
The Reason, I never slept,
Yes, I was praying all night…

For the second time in my life,
I felt pain in my chest;
The Reason, my heart wept,
Yes, I was crying all night…

I called you an angel,
I saw wings at your side;
The Reason, I was in sky,
Yes, I was flying all night…

You forgot to say good night,
I forgot my sleep;
The Reason, I was missing you,
Yes I was dying all night…

I said, we’ve so much in common,
We would end up being one;
The Reason, I really hoped that to be true,
Yes, I was counting all night…

You said, you’ve no words to praise me,
I lied motionless for an hour;
The Reason, I never felt so good,
Yes, I was grinning all night…

I said, I never lie,
Then I thought of you and me;
The Reason, I was assuring myself,
Yes I was lying all night…

You said, I should’ve told you before,
What difference could that have made;
The Reason, I was not a competitor,
Yes, I was trying all night…

My love is hopeless; it carved its home in me,
And GOD !! I was sweating;
The Reason, the home was in ashes,
Yes, I was burning all night…

My loves die, even before they are born,
And my feet were muddy;
The Reason, I was in a graveyard,
Yes, I was mourning all night…

The Paradox...

Your heart listens in silence,
The secrets of the days and the nights..
But your ears thirst for the sound,
Of your heart's pleas and plights..

Your fingers sense the unknown,
Knowing its a mirage or a delusion..
But your senses touch the brinks,
Feeling some truth or may be some fiction..

Your mind tells the days to come,
Life will remain always evergreen..
But your soul never wishes to believe,
Of that one wonder or that one gleam..

Ah !!!

Go Ogle..

Well.. The post name is "Go Ogle"..
Ogle means :"To glance with amorous invitation or challenge"
LoL..!! Thats what happened when I took this Tag from Cinderella...
I found some whacky answers n' just kept Ogling to my FireFox webpage...!!!

This Tag commands me to type "my name + needs" in Google searchbar.. n' to share the results with ya' all.... (Phew..!!)

Well Here's what I Got... (I hate Google.. BigTime !!)

I. Needs to have the game in this drive "d:\games......."
(Yeah.. Right.. Am A Video Game Freak Anyway..!!)

II. Needs a 5" fork to hit the right angles..
(DuH..!! Now What I'll do with the rest ??? Haan ?? :X)

III. Need times to be in our body instead of our heads and to feel the ecstasy of letting go..
(Oooooooooo.. Really..!!!)

IV. Needs a new direction, and I really do belive that the old formula was a good one..
(A New Direction Based On Old Formulae ?? Thats Insane...!!)

V. Need to have 140bpm..
(Whts That ?? "HeartBeats Per Minute ??" Dude.. I'll be Some Super-Man Then...)

VI. Need to bring up another issue before I enter..
(Oh..!! Please... :'( )

VII. Need to do drugs to enjoy..
(Nah... No Fuc**n' Way.. Ok..!!)

VIII. Needs even less of an introduction than Richie Hawtin..
(Oh Yeah.. ?? Am I That Famous ??)

IX. Needs to be happy but actually what you find is there's a lot more emotional energy at the bad end of the spectrum than there is at the happy end of the spectrum..
(This Made Me Think Again...)

X. Needs an instrument in the world for good..
(Oh..!! Don't Worry About That..!! Hehe..!!)

XI. Needs to be Grounded into your body as well, and the Axiatonal Initiation also includes an extremely effective fourfoot diameter..
(Four Foot Diameter..!! You mean Two Foot Radius ????? Are Giants Still Alive ??? Jeez..!!!)

XII. Needs to feel understood and loved..
(sob !! sob !!)

XIII. Need RealPlayer installed..
(Ye.. Ye.. Its in my Cellphone Too..!!)

XIV. Needs to loose weight!..
(Oww.. Google wants me to be Invisible..Hmmm!!)

XV. Needs more sub-bass..
(Ow.. I thought thats "subtle-ass" !!! ThankGod...)

XVI. Needs to feel you..
(Ahem..!! Someone told me.. Only Female Bloggers Visit This Blog..!!! :P)

XVII. Needs something to convince him that this suffering is worthwhile..

XVIII. Needs a technology development and integration specialist..
(Aur Unko Leke Achaar Daloon Kya ?? Am An Animator For Godsake..!!!)

XIX. Needs thousands of heads..
(One Head n' its aching like Hell.... Who Needs A Thousand ??)

XX. Needs cards in his graveyard..
(No Comments..!!)

Dunno' What To Say Now.......
But Google Sucks In This Case Atleast.......!!!



Who needs to Cry,
Who needs the Pain..
Who needs to Wait,
Sunny days are over n' its only going to Rain....

Crying was the Root,
Crying was the Strain..
Crying lost its Faith,
Now it seems, It was all only for Vain....

Who owns Whom,
Who rules the Sky ??
Who wishes Agony,
To enlight dark spaces, we only give a Try....

You still have your Heart,
You want to bring it out of its Hide..
You want to question It,
Do you think for the neighbour, who just made a Suicide....

End is Inevitable,
End is the Key..
End marks a new Begining,
It holds the whole future, and forces you to See....

Blades Only know to Hurt,
Blades Only enjoy the Pain..
Blades never came on your Freewill,
Never came to cut you again and Again....

Life is a lesson my Heart,
Life tells us somany things New..
Life shows us the People,
People who were among the Few....



Tagged by Aqua Gal, My First Tag..!!!
The "Mosaic Tag"....

Umm... The Rules Are Well.....

1. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search.
2. Using only the first page of results, and pick one image.
3. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into Big Huge Lab’s Mosaic Maker to create a mosaic of the picture answers. (Well I Used Photoshop Instead !!!)

N' The Questions Are:

1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food? right now?
3. What high school did you go to?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. What is your favorite drink?
7. What is your dream vacation?
8. What is your favorite dessert?
9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. What is one word that describes you?
12. What is your user name?

Here I Am...!!!

Hope it turned out well....
:) !!

N' I Tag...


n' Thanx Aqua Gal.... NJoyed Doin' It..
ChaO !!

A Dream World..

Kahin toh.. kahin toh..
Hogi woh,
Duniya jahan tu mere saaath hai..
Chaha mein chaha tu,
Aur jahan bas tere mere zajbaat hain..

Hogi jahan saba teri,
Palkon ki kirano mein..
Lori jahan chand ki,
Sune teri bahon mein...

Jane na kahan woh duniya hai..
Jane na woh hai bhi ya nahi..
Jahan meri zindagi mujhse,
Itni khafa nahi..........


Living in a shell... Sometimes it Really hurts like Hell..
Hai Na...!!
Yeah.. Sometimes you want to go away..
Just Leave Everythin' Visible Or Audible Maybe.. N' Go..
Just Go..
Go To a place where nobody'll be there but the one you Adore like A Bliss...

Is There A World Like That Anywhere ??

Stings and Pain.. They are so Hard n' Frequent..
Hah.. They almost make the target Immune...
And in that moment of Immunity..
In That Moment Of Immobility..
You Dream...
It doesn't matter what you Dream..
It doesn't matter what youe See..
It doesn't matter what you Perceive..
What only matters is that you still have the ability to Dream...

I know One day will come.. & I'll lose that Ability too...
Coz' I'll be a Dream Then...

Yeah.. You Guessed Right.. Am Goin' Crazy....
And Its Not A Dream...


A Song For Me...

Know that I loved you from the start,
Know that I believed in who we are,
I never dreamed my life this way..

Don't wish upon a falling star,
Love will remind us who we are,
I dreamed a dream so much is changed..

Wake, you've been sleeping;
And tell me what to believe in;
You fell so far.. You should have been a star...

Before the light begins to fade,
I was hoping that you'd show me the way,
To never ever be afraid to change..

Wake, you've been sleeping;
And tell me what to believe in;
Wake, you've been sleeping;
You pushed too far now you're bleeding..
You fell so far.. You should have been a star...

The light that you've been keeping inside,
Will guide you on your way....


This Is Very Close To Me...
Hah.. Stars..
They'll Be Just The Same.. Age After Age...
They'll Only Stay There n' Keep Laughing At You n' Your Miserable Wishes...

(The Song Can Be Heard At The Right Hand Panel..)

Ek Aur Anek..

This is A Cute 2d Animation From "Film Division India", Which Tells About The Power Of Unity...
I Always GoBack To My Kiddo' Days When I Used To Watch It In DoorDarshan (DD) With Such Interest And Enthusiasm...

Hope U Like It..!!!


Have You Ever Seen Somebody More Cuter Then This Angel ???
I Havenot..


Who Am I ??

My photo
Am The Soul...... Am The Light Divine...... Am Love...... Am Will...... Am Fixed Design...... !! Neither I Can Change That... Nor I Want To...